Happy Girl/Sad Girl

I see a girl.
They light up the world with their smile
They bring peace to a room with their joyful eyes
They have the most beautiful laugh that's contagious
They have a personality everyone envies
They are extremely tough and have no fear
They are full of life
They have the perfect image
They are full of innocence
They have goals and dreams all figured out

I see a girl.
They have a frown full of despair
They have tears of sadness
They scream their lungs out in unwanted anger
They are full of insecurities and shame
They are wake and live in fear
They are in pain and want to die
They have lots of regrets and mistakes 
They have tremendous guilt
They are lost in confusion

Now would you have ever guessed that these two girls were actually both one and the same?

The first is what everyone saw when she was out in public.
The second was what I only got to see.

This girl lives with a mask over face, hiding something that people would not ever imagine.

This girl is one of my closest friends.